okay okay..

OKAY OKAY...L I know I havent been posting but its only because its around the holidays and Ive been REALLY REALLY buisy... grrr...
ANYWAYS.. love comes and goes I learned that the hard way whe nmy old love *ross* ..... replied to one of my messedges on FACEBOOK.COM and said he would never love me again. HEART BREAKER RIGHT ?! But I didnt cry or anything because I am a big country girl. And big girls dont cry..

SPEAKING OF FACEBOOK.... GO LIKE THESE PAGES////

https://www.facebook.com/UsTeensHaveSwag?ref=hl

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Random-Quotes-%E1%83%A6/420802181295933?ref=hl

https://www.facebook.com/pages/%E1%83%A6Inspiring-Stories%E1%83%A6/285600638221501?ref=hl

They are pages  I admin on facebook so yea..... YOU CAN KEEP UP WITH ME :D lolol

sorry I have to leave so soon... </3 i am VERY VERY buisy and have many things to do... love all you guys, Ill write more tomorrow...

ANOTHER UPDATE

Sorry I havent been on... This whole school thing is bothering me.

Have you ever wished a boy liked you so bad you just feel ugly ? Well, I do. Im torn between 2 guys. Hayden and Preston. Its not like I love them but I have little crushes on them AND it pretty obviouse.

But I might move schools anyway . The people are my school are just toooooo mean and their all snoty and rich folk....

And a nother thing... why do I wanna be skinny so much ?! Yea I am a healthy weight but cmon !!! I wanna be inny minny not anorexic ... but skinny and beautiful whare guys are gunna like me ,ya know ?
 And my body isnt beeing vary nice to me! Stupid acne is staring to get to me. I just want a face wash thats gunna help me ! NONE OF THEM SEEM TO HELP ...

But I guess thats just middle school ..... right ?

PLEASE ~

Im SO SORRY  I HAVENT BEEN ON IN FORVEVER BUT I NEED  YOU  TO GO LIKE  THIS PAGE ON FACEBOOK !!! (accually these two pages..) https://www.facebook.com/pages/%E1%83%A6Inspiring-Stories%E1%83%A6/285600638221501?ref=hl

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Teen-Quotes-101/325829284166161


PLEASE !!!

~ThatGIrl

FACEBOOK AND SCHOOL

YES IM TALKING ABOUT THE ULTIMATE BOOK... FACEBOOK ! Facebook can be filled with virtual drama and violence. Thats ware alot of bullying comes in. But you just gotta ignore what poepel say, okay? You cant always base yourself off of what other people think of your apperiance. Now if you are cold hearted ,mean, a bully yourself, make fun of poeple, give glares, or anything like that.. from my opinion you deserve  to get called those. KARMA ! But if your a nice person and doesnt bully people, give glares, or laughes at poeple or just utterley rude .. then were cool ! :D And who ever is hating on you is jelly. DEAD SERIOUCE !!
 Now school.. thats another story... thats ware you get those glares and ugly side comments. And yes most of the time the populars are doing that to you. But some populars are nice and accually respect everyone. You dont have to look good to be beautiful, get my feel?
Your only ugly if your a discusting person on the inside. Sure poeple can be good looking but thats not what counts. It does only really count on the inside. I know poeple might say that , and you not believe it, but its 100% TRUE. Hard and cold !
 AND ANOTHER THING.... If the bullies are getting to bad.. dont blame it on your self and end up hurting yourself cause thats not the way to go.... You just gotta realize their all snobs and losers tryna get attention and bring you down... once again this is 10-% TRUE HARD N COLD !

~That Girl ;D

BIG FAVOR !!

I am soooo sorry I havent been on latkey schools been cray cray LOL.... but if you have a facebook i need you to click the link below and like it and share it PLEEEEASE !!! thank you oxoxoxoxo


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~That Girl

...HI

So i didnt know what to put for the title so i put HI ,,, so HI .
 Today I painted my nails green! Saw me ..crush? And had to meals cosisting of fatning foods.. but my moms new job is tiering her out ... insane . Shes been stressed out alot latley over my my dad .. and I dont know how shes gunna work with her job on that. LET THE RIDE BEGIN

UP DATE

SOOOO guys and girls I'm so sorry for not being on its all my fault :/! Well here's the update!
1) me and boyfriend broke up and I was depressed for a little bit then reposed I can do WAY BETTER...
2) I got a house!!!  YAY!
3) School stared :(
4) I'm enjoying school ...?!
5) girl drama HATE IT.
SO THATS THE UPDATE!  :D everybody have a great day / goodnight sleep!!!

-That SINGLE Girl

LOVE ?

My deffinition of love : ... You get butterflys when you talk to them,. You would die-or-live for them. You feel like y oure going to throw up when youre arround them. You smile like a crazy person when talking to them or seeing them. You forget the rest of the world and just think about him/her... You want to be with them every waking and sleeping second. You think about them ALL THE TIME (when i say ALL THE TIME- i mean ALL THE TIME) .
 Love is insane in so many ways and maybe your deffinition of love is way different than mine.
But , Im in love right now . DEEP LOVE. Ya know the deffinition ? Thats what Im feeling and more.... WAY more. I just miss him. I hope he misses me and thinks about me as much as i think about him. I hope he loves me still and im just not another girl he played..... Damn I  Hate love.... at the same time i love it.
 Love want to make you yell in the air and scream and jump and play ! And kiss the person you are so in love with. I hate that I cant have that... cause Im a stupid idiot that rights a blog that no one reads .... im poor and useless and have a music career going no ware. So Why.... Would Any One LOVE .... me ?



~That Hopeless Girl

Missed

You know you miss someone you love when their all you think about. You wanna kill yourself . You want to hug them and not let go. Breathe the air they have been breathing. And be by thier side all day and all the time.... forever.
 I miss someone I love so much. And if anyone accually reads this...... maybe you can relate ? Leave comments or email me youre story . Id appriciate it very much.


~That....Girl

Stay..

So MANYYY Things have been happening in my life lateley . I just moved into my new house last week and school is starting in a week for me. PLUS to top it all off , i cant even talk to the person that I love the most , but i dont even know if he still loves me or if he ever really did ....
 I wish he just stayed with me. I wish he just held on and loved me. I wish I could see him and kiss his soft lips. I wish I could say I Love You in person and MEAN IT !! GOSH i meant it and I still do. I wish I could just tell him everything.. I wish he stayed. I wish I knew he loved me. I wish I didnt take it for granted . I wish I did all these things and more just so he could..... stay.


~ That broken hearted sad little blonde haired blue eyed teary eyed girl ...

Be Good

OKAY. So I just got in trouble. for somethingsI probably... scratch that... things that i shouldnt of done.
 Look. If you want your parents to trust you, you gotta be good. Now that ive done something.. i gotta get their trust back. And that takes responcablity . ( I do not care if I spelt that wrong) BUT, you gotta be good , to get their trust. Thats what all we want , right ? And all they want is to be able to trust us and believe that their kids are doing the right thing and grow up to be a really good person.
 So do the right thing. Gain there trust and then maybe the will give you some more freedom!

Believer

I believe I can do anything ! Do you?
 I wanna be a singer so bad. What do you wanna be ?
 To accomplish dreams all you have to do is believe.
Believing is easy . It just takes faith hope and practice . And most of all people that also believe that you can do it. It's okay if they don't. All it really matters is that you believe in your self. That's all that counts. All you have to do. Not wish on a star. Not blow on a candle. Not have a fairy god mother... But that would help. Just do what you have to do to believe in yourself.

"Baby you're a firework come on show your colors burst. Make me go oh h oh as you shoot across the sky-y- !!!" -Katy Perry


-That girl That Believes In Her Self

School Clothes

O M TO THE G ! Schools starting ! And new trends are in ;D ! Go to target and get some sweet backpacks ! Or walmart some purses ! Their cheap and styleish. And old navy is goood place for clothes. If you have the money go to holister for some sweet clothes. But you dont need alot of money to get new clothes . Theres always sweet deals for hot clothes someware !
 I get alot of my clothes from target. Target is a great place for getting new clothes !
Serioucly its amazing. If you have any tips for everybody just comment !
~That Girl

STARTING SCHOOL !!

Its time to get ready to start school ! Getting to see friends again! Seeing favorite teacher ! Lockers!
 But theres always the down part of school .. bullies... drama.... marrisa is dating jhonny but you like jhonny but brent likes you but secretly emily likes brent and brent loves you then jhonny brakes up with marrisa for jennifer and marrisa steals jhonny and jhonny thinks it will make you jelouse while it makes emily jelouse and .... doesnt that spell drama ! Isnt thats what happens !?
 School has its ups and downs . I should know. People are gunna tell you youre ugly and maybe fat and wierd and maybe a nerd or dumb. But you have to look past that and get to your goals.
 I know that every parennt or teacher you have will tell you this ... but its really important to work on your grades. And after your completely done with school , you can have more fun !

~That SMART Girl

AWKWARD.

When you think your boyfriend is braking up with you over Facebook and you send a crazy messedge saying "What.. I don't.. Is that a ...sign... I hope it's not." And then he goes "????????????????" and then it's awkward... Ladies here's my advice , if you think he's braking up with you just ask. And if he comes back with something forceful messedg like "What! Why would you think I would do that!?" you just say you were confused and if he keeps saying stuff forcefully just say I know I love you (only say I love you if you really love him) but I just wanted to make sure we were okay babe , I just want everything to be perfect!" . Something along those lines . BUT GUYS ! Don't do something stupid and send her a likes to a video about braking up... That's leading her on to that level of confusion ware stuff gets screwed up ! And stop freaking out over the girls guys. There will always be a part in the back of a girls mind thinking " does he really really really love me. Or is he just playing. Is he trying to brake up with me...?" stuff like that. So think before you do . In a relationship , things get hard. There's always shit in relationships . But if y'all were meant for each other , you could get through the shit -that girl (when it gets awkward)

Real to the acshionship

So ... I've found out over my realationship that not all relationships are on the same level. Like guys .... She may think that You wanna take it up a notch when you don't. You really need to talk about halls relationship together. That is very important because if you really love her , you don't want to lead her on. Girls, drop it with the the third month is sex time thing.... No its not. If the guy really loves you, and you really love him, you won't have to have sex so fast. Guys and girls... Remember that love is important . It's seriouce but that doesn't mean you have to be so seriouce ! I mean don't have sex and cheat... But have fun with each other ! Go to a carnival. Have a movie night ! -that girl with advice

Makeup !

Hey girls. This one is for you. Going on a date soon ? Have acne ? If you do .... I have a little solution. I know us all girls have that one itch to get rid of those red spots. And don't be ashamed . It's okay. It natural . Everyone gets it. But if you want to cover it ... Here's something you could try . Here's what you'll need: Neutrogena make up powder. And a stick of (I don't know what it's called..) this stuff that makes circles under your eyes go away . Plus a powder brush. What you'll do ! : get some of the eye circle remover and put it on your finger. Gently dab on the acne ! (do not rub in) and then you wanna take the powder/blush brush and get the powder on it. Then, gently brush your face and make sure you spend (not to much time) time on the acne spots. And it should make the allusion of Barley any ance on your face. If you have a better idea on how to get rid of acne leave a comment or email me at 12thatgirl@gmail.com

Song to song

I write songs. I don't know if their good. You should check out sometime. I'll make a YouTube account or something. But what I'm wondering is how I get "out there" . I just don't understand how say maranda Lambert or Blake shelton or katyperry or Taylor swift got out there so "easily". If you have any advice email me at 12thatgirl@gmail.com for any ANY information you have .... Please.

How boys think

How do boys think ? Honestly . Do they wanna hear your voice like you wanna hear their voice ? Do they wanna kiss you as bad as you wanna kiss them ? Do they wanna hug as bad as you want to feel their hug ?! How do boys think. What do boys want... Do they want real ? Or do they just want ? If any boys ever read this. Please tell. because us girls ... Understand as much as you do about us as e do about you -that thinking girl

Sunday alone...

Why my dads at a baseball game and my stepmother with him and my brother and sister at my moms while my mom is at work... I'm here , at my dads house alone. Trying to find something interesting to do . So I decided I would get on the old blog and , well... Blog ! So lately I've been in love with a person I have never physically seen in front of me. Only pictures. I've only heard his voice a couple of times . Text him ALOT. Honestly , I wish I could go back to the old times ware they call you every day ... And don't stop. No texting . I just wanna listen to his voice . That's all ! And he just doesnt have the time to call me. He says he is always bored and just texts me. Doesn't he wanna listen to my voice as much as I want to listen to his ? ... I wonder.

Relationship to the real *

So,  right now in life there is a house. A special house, that's being worked on. Its a very special house cause its the first place my mothers gunna own since my parents devorce!!  So its freaking AMAZING LIKE UNICORNS & I GET MY OWN ROOM XD!!!!!!!  I'm so excited y'all! I hope its done soon!
but OMG, realationship crisist latley ... my "friend" almost broke me and my boyfriend up right before our anniversary -.- retarded right?! Hey, but if relationships were easy ... the wouldn't be real!

Chicago

Here I come Chicago!  Im in the car RIGHT NOW!  :) I'm still in Texas and its an 18 hour drive and its almost 1:00pm ... so we will probably stay in a hotel! Wich is cool!  Uh!  I can't wait to post pictures! I've never been to Chicago but I've heard it great!? 
But I did get my nerves up and puke .... but I don't feel to bad anymore. But I wish my mom was here. Oh well. I can shoe her pictures n stuff!  And I was on the phone last night with my boyfriend and I said I'd send him some pictures. He said "well, make sure you're in so.e of them! " he's so sweet you guys<3 I JUST LOVE HIM! :) ah young love!
We'll I out rob going now! Blog ya later LOL

~That (In the car) Girl

Freakin Friday

OHIO DEAR GOD!  My brother!  I can't take him anymore!  God. He is anoting and hits and yells. He was calling me fat n' ugly and I'm like "well, I've changed I've gotten skibier and taller, but I don't see thar you've changed. .." and he got PMS and flipped and KICKED Mr in my Shoulder!  And then hit me right in front of my Gramma! OMG can't stand him. And he kept yelling saying I hope you die in a hole... grrrrrrrrrrr....!  And tomarrow I have to sit in a car with him for 20 hours!  -.- pissed of

~ That VERY ANGRY Girl

Late thurday

WAHOO! Its a new day people!  Lets get on with it!  Since it is already almost the end of the day I will vowly try to watch the sun go down. And we shall start off with my lame apologies!
First of all, I am sorry for not making these for a while. That's why its woops Wednesday! So yea...
Its accualy been half drama on FACEBOOK!  WAHOOOO!  Drama is soooo lame! I hate you Sydney. Female to the DOG. Get over it. I try to b nice!  Ruuuuuuddeee.... don't care right now!  WHEW. any ways!!!!! 
MY BOYFRIEND; God I love him so much right now. I serioucly want to spend the rest of my life with him. I love him so much!  Ahhhh.
Ihave to say, today's been good. :) PEACE.OUT YO

~That AWSOME Girl

LOL

I am leaving on my trip soon. I leave at 8:00pm .... I will be in Georgia in the mountains. I will be staying in a colage dorm with my friend. Its a church camp so I dont even know if she will really like it.
 Me and my boyfriend are planning to go to the movies when I get back. I know I have said that before but I am just so happy about it !! I truly love him and I dont think I could love anyone else. Dont mock me and tell me I am too young becuase , love ... it dont have to have an age for it.
 But anyways cant wait for the trip!!! Its in a couple of hours !! MY LEGS ARE GUNNA BE NUMB !!

Camp

So today at 8:00 pm I am leaving for Georgia. I will be in the mountains on the boarder of Tenesse !!! I am soooooo excited ! The bus ride will be like 18-21 hours ! UHHH !!! I have plenty of stuff to do and my friend is going with me but it still is gunna be tiering . We arent gunna arive in Georgia untill tomarrow late morning. So I ma excited !
 I am also expecting a call from my boyfriend :) Oh How I love him !! He is soooo sweeet !!! We will be together for 3 months on the 14th. And after camp I plan to go and see him. I cant wait.
 I want to feel him. To touch him. To hold his hand, and lean in , close my eyes and touch my lips to his ^-^. I have never kissed anyone and neither has he so it will be super special :)


~That (in love) Girl

Pizza !!!

So , I kinda work at a pizza place called Brothers Pizza and I love.it !I dont really like work here , I kinda help out. Kinda like a bus boy ! But ya know.... Im a girl... ANYWAYS , I work/help with my mom. She accualy works here. And my mom's best guy friend works here too. (the reason I am sayin "here" is because I am at Brothers NOW) I love being here. Being behind the counter and waching people makeing pizza's is the best part !!!! I LOVE IT !!! And I get to hang out with my mom.
My mom is the only girl that works here. (officialy works) She.is a pretty face to pull people in !!!!
I like that I get food and drinks. But like I said the best part is seeing the pizzas being made !!!!

~That Girl :D

Early Tuesday Special

So , I got Blogger on my phone... So I can keep track of my blog better ! And to be honest , I dont even know If yall really look at this stuff.... Oh well !

Oh , why?!

 Yesterday wa HORRIBLE. My friend, my bestfriend, had been under alot of pressure. She cut herself. Trying to kill herself. I was FLIPPING OUT !!!
 Her boyfriend had madeout with another girl. She loved him and didnt want to take the pain. So she was going to . She txted me "luvu sissy :'(" I had a mini heart attak cause I knew what that txt was for. I love her. And so does he. The one that kissed the other girl... I was really mad at him. I hated him . I said DONT YOU REGRET THIS ? WHAT YOU HAVE DONE ! WHY why did you have to do that !!!! ..... i HATED MY WORLD. I just wanted to go away. ...
  Pray for me.... And her. Cause we just might lose it all.

~That.......... Person

Sorry !

sorry I havent poted in forever, but I wanna te;ll you whats goin on latley. So , I had juust cut my self. Not in an emo way on accident. I have a boyfriend now. We have been dating for 2 months and 3 weeks now ! I love him so much ( and this might sound girly but) I hope we stay together for ever. I really do love him and I wouldnt trade him for anything !!!
 But , me and my friend are going to camp this summer and I will be going into 7th grade and i am really excited about that too ! The only thing is I am getting older. I am 12 now and i feel like my life is getting lame and lamer.
 My mom is really trying to get us on our feet again too ! She is trying really hard to find a house. Infact right now she is working two jobs. I pray for her alot. And i hope she doesnt get to under pressure.
 And i will try blogging more, its just hard for me because i have to switch in betweeen house to house between my mom and dad. Which I hate.....
 ANYWAYS ! , I got a new phone for my birthday to ! I love it ! Its touch screen and i have appurple case for it ! Its really me.



 I guess I will post more updates soon !




 ~That Girl

Sunny Sunday

Today, I spent the day with y friend. We went to the YMCA and swam in the pool. Then we graved some Mcdonalds. The service was horrible! And by the way, I am so sorry for not posting blogs. I have been busy latly.
OMG , I am ready for school to be over to I can go swimming everyday. My friend ( that i spent the day with ) is going into be in jymnastics. I really want to geyt into gymnastics. But i hear its really expensive. So I am probably not gunna be able to do it. I am gunna talk to my mother about it though.
 I know this is kind of random.... but.... I am watching Ice Age ( the first one )and I am kinda enjoying it. Like if you like Ice Age !!! HAHAHHAHA! Its funny because people say.. LIKE if you LIKE ..... ( something) .
 NUM NOM NUM!! I just finished some yummy pizza. Gosh I hate those cammertials about E-HARMONY. Its called the real world. God did not say ... "YOU MUST GO TO THE INTERNET TO FIND YOUR LIFE LONG MATE ". 
           
  SAYING 4 THE DAY : E-harmany my BUTT !!!!!!!!!!!




                              :)     :) ;)

~ That Girl

WOW WENSDAY

So I am sick today.and I caint go to school... woopty doo.. I am not excited about this "expirience" because I have to "expiriance" this with my LITTLE sister.... Its not that i dont like her..... Just... She is all needy when she gets sick... ughhhhhhhhh.... Well I hope you have a better "stay at home because your sick" day.
 I am at my dad's today ( Parents are DEVORCED ) because at my HOME ( moms house ) we are spraying for fleas. So, yea. No needd to distribute. Sounds horrible...? YEA

~ That girl ( having a not so great day )

Tangy Tuesday

SO SORRY FOR NOT DOING BLOGS FOR THE PAST....... LIKE.. MONTH.

 Its been kinda a stressful NEW year. Yea.. But.. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!! Dont have much to say but, ALOT has been goin on. There is a couple new girls at my school and i have made friends with 1 and a half of them. My NEW friend Kirsten.. Is a great drawer... She is teaching me how to do so . We have alot in comon.
 in school right now ...IOts probably the comest time of the school year... No DRAMA.. No .. nothing.. Its boring... I know this wasnt an exciting blog.. but.. ITS ALL I GOT 4 NOW !
LOL

~That Girl